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06 October 2006 @ 02:48 pm
Another fic  
Flashfic written during English class. Yes, I am aware of the ironies.

Title: Between the Lines of Fear and Blame
Fandom: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
Characters: Fai - mostly... mentions of Kurogane, Kamui and Yuuko
Prompt: 036. Smell
Word Count: 353
Rating: PG for blood refernces
Summary: Fai cannot escape the smell, no matter how much he wants to.
Author's Notes: Spoilers like whoah for chapters 125-129. Definitely takes place somewhere before 128... or possibly during the first half of 128...

He hadn’t wanted this. He should have been dead; his senses should have not been working. He cursed his physical senses and everything they represented. Most of all, he hated the smell. He wanted it to go away, to stop enticing him to physical arousal, making his veins throb with desire.

For a while, he thought he had died. Perhaps his body had refused to accept the vampire blood. Maybe he had convinced his body to reject Kurogane’s blood. The ninja was so drastically different from him, there was the possibility Kurogane’s blood had poisoned him. When he had drifted back into unconsciousness, he thought that was what he had been longing for, the sweet embrace of death. He mentally had laughed at Kurogane for failing to save him after all; he might have hastened his death by feeding him the blood. Yuuko did not know everything.

The smell slowly enticed him back to consciousness. The source was close, so very close, directly next to his face. The smell was hot and sultry; he wanted to taste the source, to lick it, to feel the smell pouring into his throat, filling his body. His head stirred as he slowly regained consciousness, trying to get closer to the source of that delectable smell. His other senses began to send signals to his brain. He was supported on something large and warm. It took a while before his brain registered he was on Kurogane, and it was his blood he was smelling. Kurogane’s blood that was arousing him. He repulsed himself with how much he was enjoying it. Kurogane’s arm was around him, curving around his body, large hand splayed on his thigh. He wanted that smell more than he had wanted anything else in his previous life. He turned his head ever so slightly towards the broad neck pulsating with the smell he craved so much. He opened his mouth, fangs poised above the warrior’s throat. He was afraid of how badly he wanted that smell to be a part of him.

He buried his face back against Kurogane’s shoulder and willed himself back into oblivion.

Big damn table here
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: The Fray - How To Save a Life
Bree: miscraven_goth on October 6th, 2006 07:31 pm (UTC)
oooo awesome-ly awesome. i love fai's very lust-ish thoughts ;P dont really know if what i just "said" made any scence but what i'm trying to say is i love this fic ^_^ (i suck at fic comments so bad)
E'ka: KuroFai Scarekas on October 7th, 2006 01:24 am (UTC)
Oooo... you are a new commenter... I must welcome you. *gives you cookies*

I'm glad you enjoyed it. At least my English class was not entirely wasted when people like the ficcie.
anthology_on on October 7th, 2006 12:04 am (UTC)
Love given to angst!Fay. That was well-writtenXDD
ECK: MUFFIN (emlan)evercool on October 7th, 2006 12:21 am (UTC)
Thank you for writing delightful angst-muffin XD Be assured it was enjoyed. Heee~ Fai cannot resist the Kurogane~~ He smells like smeeeexxx XDD

He buried his face back against Kurogane’s shoulder and willed himself back into oblivion.

Ah, so sad. That's my favorite line/part tho X3
E'ka: large swordekas on October 7th, 2006 01:23 am (UTC)
He buried his face back against Kurogane’s shoulder and willed himself back into oblivion.

First line written actually. ^.^; I knew I was going to end with this when I first came up with the fic idea weeks ago.

Heee~ Fai cannot resist the Kurogane~~ He smells like smeeeexxx XDD
Lauren said she wants to draw a picture of Fai licking Kurogane's back since he's still covered in blood. I have been trying desperately to convince her that this is in fact a good idea.

Kurogane's blood probablly does smell like sex to Fai.
Lexi: fai - eyepatchlexi_nyanko on October 9th, 2006 06:37 pm (UTC)
Loved it. This is so canon that even the CLAMP women should be jealous.

It reminded me of Anne Rice's theory on vampires: the sensation of sucking blood is so close to (or even better than) sex that people who become vampires lose the need for sex completely. (Many people tend to hate Anne Rice's "Vampire Chronicles" - I loved them. I love how that woman writes. It's just beautiful in a morbid kind of way.)

Fai is such a sweet angstboy. You should make him angst more - driving Kuro nuts in the process. :3
ontogenesis: susuyofaiyayontogenesis on October 18th, 2006 03:06 pm (UTC)
Ah, how sensual. I like how Fai was feeling smug for having fooled Kurogane and Yuuko. ^_^

He does have a lot of self-control, though, to resist biting Kurogane. If he decides to be stubborn, he very may well starve himself to death.